let it enfold you

finally

2008-06-14T08:16:00.000-07:00

went for hols to tw and hk with dar.. had a great time there and there were moments that were sweet in my opinion la..but there i discovered something wrong with my health.

nvr mind abt all these..

why must quarrels happen..why cant ppl be contented with wad they have..why to others have to interfere in wad we do..why..i know my faults..but how to blame her when she dont think she's wrong even a bit..i dunno why sometimes i feel i'm her sandbag everytime things goes wrong in her family side..and i dunno wad i'm treated like also..

me i only know i love her alot..and wish alot of things i did i wish i nvr did..i also wan to give her e best give her wad she like but in e end a quarrel jus can spoil everything i've done..my love for her reached e stage that every step i have to take back means taking my life away..and i know if i ever lose her my world will definately collapse hard taking everything away..i'll lose my mind really..when she reads these she will come back with her own remarks too..more of bad than good..but i just wan to let her know how much i loved her and how much she meant to me..and hopefully she can stop mentioning abt ending things during quarrels..i still can tolerate her but i dunno if my health now allows me to tolerate as much as each quarrel like e one at e airport can make me go faint and pale..and i still got so many things and ppl to answer to..me refusing to see doc cos i wish e thing will go away by itself and not hai my family to spend more on me le..and i dun wan them worry..me check e internet but dunno mine is anemia related to my thalassemia minor ma..and knowing too much scares me too..

anyway i wan to let e whole world know how much i love chua huimin from e min i got together with her..I REALLY LOVED YOU!

and i hope i will be appreciated again and not cold shouldered like now..

and i'm closing down this blog le. due to inactivity..maybe soon i will close it..

and my headaches back..no matter how much of sleep also no use..and e ever aching shoulders..why must something happen to me when my life is just getting started..

junwei. 140608. last entry.

i really dunno whats wrong with myself

2008-02-23T02:30:00.000-08:00

seriously i dunno wads wrong with myself la..feeling very weird these few days.

maybe its going to be end of army, and the need to hurry the registration for uni b4 i miss out this year intake and relationship matters.

army, so far enriching but towards the end too many manpower changes and quality of newcomers really bad. so quite saddening to see how things end la.

registration, going thailand soon, still no release of A level results. need the release so i can register personally haix..just haf to wait. i dun wan waste a year la.

relationship. has it sweet moments, but recently i felt quite emotionally drained out and kinda like lost the soul and my heart somewhere. need some time for myself. not totally my gal fault but its me too. haix.

sometimes alot of things cant say out.

short update

2008-02-08T22:18:00.000-08:00

been living well so far and having mostly sweet moments with my gal. just to let u all know.

but haix, really feel e hurt when she said something yesterday. still hurting badly and i dunno wad to do le.. emo-ing again le

sorry dardar :( din mean it

2007-12-29T07:07:00.000-08:00

had a first quarrel with dardar..hmms just wasnt myself, just din know how to let her know i missed her e whole week..could had been more understanding to her cos she busy, but think went crazy and did stupid things.

dar, this song is meant for u.

chicago- hard to say i'm sorry

"Everybody needs a little time away," I
heard her say, "from each other."
"Even lovers need a holiday far away from each other."
Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to stay.

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.

Couldn't stand to be kept away just
for the day from your body.
Wouldn't wanna be swept away, far away
from the one that I love.
[ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/gl ]
Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to know.
Hold me now.
I really want to tell you I'm sorry.
I could never let you go.

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.

You're gonna be the lucky one.

When we get there gonna jump in the air
No one will see us 'cause there's nobody there
After all, you know we really don't care
Hold on, I'm gonna take you there

happy first month dar~ (:

2007-12-23T22:50:00.000-08:00

yesterday was our first month together so had a little program for e day la..met dar 4.30pm at her block..hide from her la..gave her a bouquet..hahas..den we make our way to vivocity for our dinner date..hmms..scouted the food websites and finally we decided to have dinner at go India. this restaurant is damn nice la, service nice food nice ambience not bad can overlook e sea somemore..but price hahas quite steep for the small amt of food they served..my treat to dardar la..hahas..after that went to shop for present for her fren. she blur la last min den remember..den she treated me to ice-cream and waffles at hagen daz..thanks la e ice cream's nice wor..after that for the last part of program is go sentosa. created a heart shape using candles.but super sian cos wind very big din manage to light up the whole thing la sad..after that we took bus home le lor super long ride, she fell asleep lor..haha..she gave me hugo boss for our first month and a card with a msg inside hahas..me also gave her a note and card with the hair straightener she wanted..hahas..thanks..had a fun day out yesterday too..love you (:

long update haha abit lazy these few days.

2007-12-21T06:13:00.000-08:00

finally decided to update a little..hahas been too lazy la.

ok finally on leave le but year in army end in a sour note, currently on SOL with book out. latest stun the army can throw at you. sianed. den 141207 leave started. morning guard duty end le went to meet dar first thing in the morning. bought 2 charsiew bun and ice milo for her breakfast. den send her go inter b4 going home. evening met her at her fyp place den went to eat katong laksa with my dar again hahas ate 4$ de hahas..yummy after that went parkway walk walk lor..wanted to get her a new bag but keep no more le sianed..hmmms den we also took some pictures at the xmas tree there la..after that went to the arcade at PP play sweetland..nvr get the jackpot prize la..but manage to at least catch a small pooh bear with lots of sweets and chocos..hahas..after that go home le.. 151207. dar came over my place cos we gonna cook together hahas.this time we cooked pasta lor. i'm e main cook she e assistant lor hahas..not bad la our food hahas..eat til full full de..as usual after eating feel lazy so slack ard again la..lazy and naughty hor hahas. den after that faster rush her fyp proposal la..help her do abit also lor. den at night went out for dinner lor den send her home le.. 161207 sleep til late late lor. hahas lazy la..den dinner with dar dar at hoo kee at aljunied there. had porridge, cos bad throat la. den she ate beef rice HK style. and we ordered 2 plates of dim sum too. after that we went dte see see lor cos nth to do also la. wanted to play sweetlang again but dte de so many ppl so we decided chalet den go play hahas. so after that send dar home le. 171207. wanted to go prawning with dardar. but stupid weather rain again we waited for quite a while but e rain nvr stop so cant go le. den me wait for her change le den go back my house change my clothes den go out shop for xmas presents hahas. went to orchard area shop shop lor. we bought e presents needed for my chalet de. den after that was shopping at takashimaya lor. had our dinner there. ate at omu rice. was delicious hahas. after that went to far east plaza shop shop see got nice clothes for dardar to see and buy ma. den after that cos tmr i chalet need go home pack stuff le den we took bus home le. took 518 home. den send dardar home first lor.. den me go home le. 181207. yeah 10 brother gang de chalet hahas. me 2 pm went down costa sands find them le put my bag down first den we go katong sing k box lor. lan-ed b4 singing k box. me nvr sing la cos throat pain and not very high yet cant sing hahas. den in between went parkway shop for dardar e 1st month pressie lor. watson sold out. best denki dun haf. lucky harvey norman have i see le faster buy le. after that went back k box again. katong shopping center got a very nice handmade banana pie shop very nice hot hot de. one small slice 2$ le hahas. after k box finish we went geylang! not do stupid stuff la but is go for our dinner la.. ate at lor 9 de beef horfun stall very nice beef and sauce but horfun sianed. after that went for tau huay and yew tiao lor. hahas wa eat alot fat le. den after that took taxi back coasta sands. 10 bucks la zzz. bought soft drinks for our alcohol. hmm den at night after bath le slack ard drink abit den go slp. cant really slp la. light slp for a few hours nia. den tmd all wake me up go for breakfast. 191207 first thing morning went for breakfast at BK hahas. ate the BK big omelette set meal. after that walked back chalet lor. den slack awhile den go play bball at pasir ris park..long walk. played awhile den buy drinks and walked back lor. halfway rain. me, sy, boon and wk ran back chalet la. in slippers zzz. den bathed le go fetch my dardar at dte first. den we walk ard dte den play sweetland. we got jackpot la..we see see which machine best to get jp de la. hahas. white mickey mouse tio jackpot le so we changed machine lor. den yeah finally we got jackpot la hahas. my dardar super funny she so stoned when we hit jp la. actually i thought we need change money play til finish de n jp de. but wa hit jp le hahas.so so happy la. den dardar got this white bear bear also very nice de.. as usual i took e sweet and tibits. den they call me buy mahjong paper la. den we buy le den go back le. this chalet i nvr bbq much lor usually i got bbq de but my dardar ard. and my frens ask me go pei her hahas. so thanks ah let u guys bbq while i eat hahas.den i took e food for my dardar eat lor..let her drink e coffee liqour that wl bought. nice la. hahas. eat quite alot for this bbq. after that xchange xmas pressie. my dardar got the thing i bought. lols. i got the thing wl bought its a tee. hahas. den after that i send my dardar home le. hahas. came back eat more lols getting fatter la. den drink more drink finish e vodka i bought. den watched american pie 6 den wa really tired went up sleep le sleep til check out la..went for breakfast at dte. after that all go separate ways le. den me went home use com awhile. dunno why emo sia. den log off le went nap. den dardar tell me she not going out with her frens le but need get a present so pei her go bugis shop but b4 that ask her come over my place eat dinner she ate very little lor curry ma. ate so little..zzz den went bugis shop shop den she got her present le. den after that she say wan eat cos hungry ma..den i very bad la this dun let her eat that dun let her eat i know make her sianed le. end up during e train ride back she know wad she wan to eat le. lagoon de satay beehoon so at bedok she still thinking wan go i just drag her out den go take cab to lagoon lor. paid e ride there. den makan at lagoon she ordered and we shared abit.. den me ordered dessert and shared abit..den we stroll along the beach lor..den reach breakwater hugged there for a moment den go towards mac there take cab home le cos too late le. hahas. split e cost for e ride home. den after that me walked home from her place. today no program de. but dinner i asked her join my family eat too hahas. my parents say ask her come if i wan haha lols. den ok lor bring her along too. ate at the jap restaurant at tampines stadium lor. nice food. eat alot again die le going get fat soon la.hahas. after that my family went back we shop at tm awhile den wait for her fren pass her thing . after that we went ntuc shop for tmr lunch lor hahas. den hmm after that send her home le cos she tired ba. hahas. den me went home too. bath le waited awhile to use com. den blog le. finally blog finish lols blog for 1 hr plus zzz. ciao~

updates~

2007-12-09T18:55:00.000-08:00

hmms, finally another week is over la..boring week went for re navex pass it le. but who cares too..lols..talk abt last sun first.. met dardar ard 5 plus den we go bugis for dinner..ate at the soup spoon..wa the food damn nice leh hahas..and 1 set meal include soup, sandwich and drink..nice nice la..and below 10 each hahas..eat le very happy lols..after that went bugis shop shop ard lor..bugis st cant shop with my big bag lols..so spend very little time there..mostly shop at bugis junction..shop shop ard la..den we bought a set of couple tee from newbie la hahas..but mine must do transfer so friday den get la..dardar also wan buy a long sleeve formal shirt for me, but i say next time..hahas..den very sian la..so fast haf to part and go off le..so sad..and stupid la got one uncle disturb our private moment together b4 we go off from bugis lols..den after that went back camp le..really cant bear to let my gal gal go la..sad..den 5 days pass its fri le..hahas..we met after her work and after my book out..went bugis lor cos need collect my tee..so we ate at the yu kee duck rice across bugis junction la..me ate duck rice,dardar ate duck kway teow soup..hahas..me saw mono 8 and 9 la they going to eat at some special place in bugis hahas..den after that we go into bugis junction, look at some hamsters first lols..after that she wan go bossini see got things buy ma..hmm end up she bought me a tee la..thanks dardar..hahas..after that we go walk walk and see see den finally go collect my newbie tee le..also shop at BHG, den saw one black berms nice de she wan buy la lols..hmms..after that before going home bought some snack and drink first..after that we took 12 home den change 293 to her house..sat she came over my house to do her report and help her do la..hahas..me bought her pork chop mee from my house for her lunch cos she say very long nvr eat le ma so buy le..after that supposed to do report de but dardar feeling lazy la so we slack ard til 3 plus den do la..from 15 mins become near 2 hr of slacking hahas..lols..too naughty le ba we hehehes. den faster do her report lor..sian do till to late cant go prawning le..so we went cityhall me actually wan buy donuts de but haha nvr mind le dun buy..so end up we shop at marina sq..cos got midnight shopping hahas..den we bought the same slippers (: after that dardar tired le wan go home but we lazy take train la so waited for cab so long la..hijacked other ppl's cab haha oops..den send her home den i walk home le..hahahas..sunday me see doc cos abit not feeling well..den after that met her ard 3 plus lor..den we go tm shop shop for her new phone..hahas..finally she get new phone le..after persuading her mum take her old line so she can sign singtel and get her bronze de w910i la..they say de walkman logo is real gold ah lols..so good i also wan hahas..also help her bargain for the starhub 100$ voucher lor..den bring her home for dinner cos mum wan me eat home la..zzz so ask dardar wan come over eat ma..hahas..remembered forget to buy big envelop la..rush to 201 find lucky haf den can put her report and submit le hahas..den eat our dinner lor..den slack awhile den 9 plus send her home le..den we msn awhile lor..den i chase her go slp la dun play with her phone le cos very late le she slept at 1am..zzz where got enuff slp for sch hahas..

hmms, hopefully i've been a good dear so far la. cos its my first time being one, sure alot of things still blur and dunno de..

great times

2007-12-01T20:28:00.001-08:00

heys updates again.. been having lots of great moments with my gal gal la..but too bad cant reveal too much here cos its still secretive so far hahas.. erm talk abt last sat. last sat helped gal gal do her report during e early afternoon lor..hahas after that den we went out la..picked her up from her place den went marina sq lor..cos we went quite late la so went shop around see see and den we dine at cafe cartel at ms de..cos actually is wan go vivo de la..but like central and thai express food quite ex so end up she wan cafe cartel at ms so dine there hahas..caught quite a few familiar faces there la..hahas..erm after that cos ms quite cold la so went for a stroll towards merlion park hahas..erm something special happened there cos was one of my first thing la..erm cant say hahas..had a fun time there den very thirsty went lau pa sat buy drinks den took 10 go home le hahas.. last sun did a bit of report first with her den after that met up le cos date for dinner with her hahas..reach suntec ard 4 plus den went shop shop cos its still early la..brought her to my playground at suntec hahas..she saw a top she like and went to try it..den buy it le..the top looks nice la..hahas..after that my buddy weikee was at suntec he called me den after my dinner at subway with gal gal we went to spot him with joanne and his fren lols..after that me and gal gal left suntec for esplanade le..cos suntec too cold hahas..went to e roof top see see and slack..my another first also gave away le..hahas..quite nice feeling la..its wad her nick says now lols.. hahas.. den sian i need go back camp after that le.. so sian

e whole week was out in e jungle and finally fri came la..met her after her celebration with her frens..wa waited so long for this friday..she was at suntec went to find her..den we separated from her frens and went up esplanade roof top slack. erm another nice moment up there hahas..secret lols..after that went home le on bus 10..send her home after arriving at inter..she quite tired le me too lols..sat met up again haha this time morning la..lols went her sch with her to use com lab den help her with her report lols..spend our morning there hahas..den went 800 plus dere for lunch tried the masala thosai there haha and egg prata..oops eating too much le hahas..actually wan go her house put her study stuff de but like cant make it in time for a moive at vivo la..so nvr mind went straight there lor..after that shop ard vivo buy things for movie la..watch fred claus..not that nice la..now we waiting for i am legend and alvin and the chipmunks to show la..hahas..erm after the movie we were thinking where to dine at vivo but abit sian de so actually wan go katong eat laksa again but haha took 10 and saw the satay street at robinson road there hahas so drop off at lau pa sat..ordered satay la-la and mee goreng for dinner both of us ate til so full la..after that she very tired le wan go home so we walk a while to take bus cos very full la..den took 10 home lols.. keep taking bus 10 de hahas.. den alot of oops things happened too hahas..secret lols..den send her home le..den slp like pig til this morning hahas.. (:

enchanted the movie, and by you. lols

2007-11-23T22:14:00.000-08:00

yesterday met huimin after work at tampines supposedly going to watch enchanted with her gang de, but den her gang like wan watch midnight de den she decided not to watch with them cos quited tired le den we watch at 9.40 de..dinner at ajisen very long nvr eat there le food wasnt bad almost got addicted with the baby octopus hahas. after which we walked ard tm still nvr take neoprints yet lols..dun dare try hahas..erm den went to cs adjust her specs cos her specs behind quite tight hurting her ears ma..den adjust le walk ard cs see see b4 movie start..den her frens ask her buy tix for e midnight show first den after our movie collect the tix from her..hahas..oh ya bought the crystal ball from precious thoughts for her she liked it alot so yups got it for her..hahas..anyway the movie was very nice la. haha very funny also la..and i think yesterday was e sweetest moment i had la hahas. cannot say its a secret still lols..hahahas..but hope she felt the same as i do. dun wan one sided again ma.

back home awhile

2007-11-21T00:58:00.000-08:00

yupps back home awhile for now. did my 24 km march now super tired and aching all over..my poor body..hahas.nothing much so far la, told her my 3 wishes and hope they will come true and hopefully e first wish can succeed too la..2nd biggest wish out of e 3..think she understand all my wishes le..hmms..shall see how things go abt la. cos i'm still waiting for the special day la hahas

add on, had dinner with huimin after her work. my mum not home cant cook for me so she pei me eat so good of her la hahas. and her mum cooked already for her somemore la hahas..feel so bad leh me hahas..anyway had dinner at tm lor after that walk walk ard go collect her specs..she looks good in her new specs leh hahas not bad (: after which still walk ard i say i wan find something for someone so go ard finding frm tm and cs lor..after which finally found at cs lor..its a pooh holding a heart..actually the bear was for her haha but i nvr tell her finally gave it to her at starbucks. this is my promise to her i will do wad's needed soon hahas. secret cant tell here hahas. and after that rain wor..so we shared a umbrella i send her home first and she lend me her umbrella to go back camp..send her home le i go back camp le lor hahas. missing her le sia. shy =x

updates again~

2007-11-18T00:44:00.001-08:00

before anyone complain i nvr update i better update some stuff hahas..
ok boring week la did 16 km march not good for my legs la sad..and fri i got leave so slp longer at home den ard evening go pick huimin from work cos we going queensway..i wanna get man u away jersey,she looking to make jerseys for her clique..so went there tgt le..reach there walk ard queensway first cos not hungry ma..den see see den buy i bought e man u away jersey cost 94 bucks.. mum sponsor half heng hahas..den she went to find how much it cost to make jersey, its 29 per person le..after tht went ard ikea wanted to makan at the ikea restaurant end up too many ppl went eat BK lor..can see she wan eat e salmon set but really too many ppl next time den can ba..after that nth much to do also le so decided to go home..take train no seats end up we switch to bus. lols bugis st dun haf 23,end up take 197 den change 18 go home..hai her end up so late den reach home. ard 10 plus la..bus haf seats ma..hahas..den i went home le..
sat went pick huimin from work cos we say le wan go try e katong laksa..haha actually is i greedy la cos long time nvr eat den wan eat lols..so she end work i went to her workplace pick her up lols heng can find southpoint zzz..den took 10 from there go katong..take bus good got seats de..hahas..den reach there le eat laksa..dots she thought her laksa got worm actually is dried shrimp lai de..after that went PP lor..she wan see leather ark e shoes..den she drop by bossini see her old colleagues..after that more walk walk play arcade awhile den go giant buy some tibits for her colleagues eat..i bought a tin of butter cookies eat lols..getting greedy le..after that nothing do ma so went back tm le for dinner and go buy her bacon stuff..after that send her home le..sian wor..e day end quite bad cos her phone tio pickpocket la..i only know when i sign in msn la..felt sad for her too..end up met her again went police station make report lor den send her home again..halfway got do some survey wa very long sia..zzz..hai her end up home late again..reach home le chat on msn awhile den play game den slp le so tired..
i got a few wishes now eh, one of them is actually i hope to see how huimin look like in may,curious ma cos saw her photos..but scared she angry le..sad le..and dun wan make ppl sad..but hope can see la..sian dunno la i dun wan force her also leh like very bad..actually i felt not bad abt her also la..but see how things goes la..must be careful le e past really scared me sia..
e other wish is hope xmas faster come cos i wan go make e bunny lor..
e other wish is a secret la..

hao le end here stupid rain i wan go library de la!!!

update update~

2007-11-10T07:41:00.000-08:00

wa someone complain i nvr update hahas..lols so i shall update it..hahas..actually past few days also nothing much quite sian de la.. but know another new fren call huimin..erm now getting to know her more ba hahas..den stayed home rot and dota, and i cant really play fm now still not in e mood to fm hahas..den other than that nothing much to say just that i had a long break again la. and visited my ah ma yesterday lor..ate with my family at ho kee restaurant e food not bad hahas.

today met up with huimin, picked her up from tanjong pagar, wanted to help her find shop make her specs de, but like no nice one de..think can find nicer elsewhere..lunched at yoshinoya cos she haven eat so let her eat den i drink grape soda ( aka F&N grape).. after that walk ard central mall lor..still cant find a nice specs ahahas nvr mind la next time she sure can find de lols..after that went down to vivocity cos wan watch a movie..the game plan got seats but think de seating sure lousy de so chose to watch bee movie..haha the movie not bad la quite funny also..and cinema seats quite spacious got lots of legroom hahas..after that went for dinner at the kolo mee stall at vivocity always wanted to try today got chance try hahas..i missed the QQ mee lor hahas..hardly see spore sell le..that one also very nice think nicer than kolo mee de also hahas..after eating no where to go den went back tampines wanted to go starbucks de but no place ended up at s11 drink and chat awhile more den send her home le..den i walked home lor hahas..thinks she's not bad la, quite cute, got potential to be a mei nu hahas if got put in some effort hahas. not bad quite good de first impression..shall see how things will go on ba, cos like just know also ma hahas..hao le blog til here le hahas nth say also le..tmr go library (:

hehe some pictures and updates.

2007-10-27T08:12:00.000-07:00

finally after so many days of rotting i went out today with yuwen. sat(27/10) went down town shop shop buy some mysterious things for someone cant disclosed yet yups hahas.and had dinner at pepper lunch wor..damn tired after walking ard town today la..den last few days i got take pics of my bunnies now can display them here http://profiles.friendster.com/giftsandcurses let u all see hahas.

and finally its friday and i'm back home again.. looks like my weekend going to go down to waste again le like no program leh ahhas..sianx..and due to sleeping late, pimples coming out again le sianx..hahas..so sianx de someone save me eh..

hell of a day out at mandai

2007-10-24T09:21:00.000-07:00

sian wor, was out yesterday at mandai la, for some navigation exercise which is part of CSB. and i failed with my team. luck just wasnt there for us, though we went to the correct places, e checkpoints all happen not to be there anymore le, sian wor. now need to redo, cos only found 1 out of 4 la. sian. i think maybe i've been too much a evil person making all those jokes abt turban and indians, but they arent meant to be evil, just for laughters and i dun make the remarks in front of the ppl la..hahas.sian maybe i shld cut down lor, if not more bad luck will befall me de leh..and sian now i haf 6 days of time for myself and i dunno wad to do le. haix.

another movie~

2007-10-21T08:14:00.000-07:00

today i met peijie for a movie at vivo hahas see i so good go somewhere near her house. watch the nanny diaries. not bad la e movie, except the movie almost sold out le den left front 2 row le. so neck pain ahahas~ hahas..

superbad

2007-10-20T21:40:00.000-07:00

haha these few days getting more and more zhek ak liao with those racist jokes i've been making, i'm truly superbad la. so went out yesterday with shianyang,weiqiang,weikee,youngboon,junxian,kianleong,melvin lor for ur info we are 8 years de good buddies liao hahas. had dinner at raffles city food junction la eat like pig again, one mee goreng and a dessert lor. fat le la. den after that went to marina sq le, cos our movie superbad start at 9 pm. we finish our meal 7 plus le so walk to marina sq lor.den end up play arcade awhile and pool. haha de most fun part of yesterday, the movie. lols. we laughed from the start to the end la. its like depicting the highschool life in usa, getting drunk at parties and making out just b4 graduation, but in a funny sense la. and the things they did really very dumb in the show la, and u need to watch it in order to know wad it is all about la. hahas. but the gal that seth(the fat lead actor for superbad) like was damn cool, i fall in love with such gals lols.. hahahhas..after that we all went home le. reach home like 12 la bath le den come online chat chat lor. den 3 plus den go slp hahas. now sian-ing cos nothing to do, arrangement to go out not properly planned hahas . no choice ma.

thoughts.

2007-10-19T00:31:00.000-07:00

hellos update again hahas. wow this week definately pass quite fast la. busy busy slack slack pass quite fast. sunday book in le monday got nights out. song sia. went to play dota with weichong,chunseng,weng,cheewei and celiow. hahas damn funny when playing cos com lag, and do alot of stupid things to make me look like so noob ahahas. nvr mind after that went to the kopitiam at jp eat, cos they wan eat. got cheated sia one cheese sausage so small 1.50 dots la, e tea-oh sour sour de haix..hahas. called peijie,use hp call,cos she sound sian so call her talk awhile.end up dunno talk how long cant remember de. damn funny de talk to her enjoy it lor hahas. damn jek ark de both of us hahas..bth sia..tues sian day whole day one to nap also cant nap keep woken up do things. only went gym at night lor, most productive thing of e day. at night rot and read my books, den msg peijie, she good sia know i sian volunteer call me eh lols. not bad ma, although jek ark but still good to me la lols. at least i had lots of fun talking to her de eh everytime will laugh til me jaws also pain de lols..wed whole day went to spend to prepare my navigation exercise for thurs de..whole day mentally tired out..at night peijie call also talk til like abit sian sian like that la..hahas..sry. den wa thurs most tiring day of them all navigation exercise, wake up 5.45 i cook my own breakfast den 6.30 went down to get ready le went to limchukang for navex. super fierce la, FBO. i navigator heng i successfully lead my team without horlan in the day sia..can find all our check points de..den night de early part still can after that my sect com took over haha he cui de lols..make us horlan and walk til sibeh jialat. reach back camp only like 1 plus. everything settle like 2 le lor. reach back camp got back to peijie lols.she good de morning slp halfway can reply me back lols. cos i telling he i going to be away for the whole day. den at night msg her wa she still haven sleep so call her talk awhile b4 i also go slp hahas..talk to her is always damn funny de almost laugh til cant slp, she worse laugh til bad throat..too jek ark le ba lols..hahas..now my left foot got 3 blister nice wor..bath that time sure high de..sianed..hahas..now fri. back home rotting super sianed hahas..update when more stuff available..

and i hope can meet peijie soon lols..see how she's like. hahahas. gingerbread gal lols..think she wan kill me liao hahas

interesting person & my stupid face

2007-10-14T02:37:00.000-07:00

ok know this person from my bro, actually is more like i bhb go disturb my bro's fren. end up knowing this person, called peijie. damn funny to talk to, lots of funny photos taken sia. obviously talk alot of crap and loves to sabo ppl ah not bad sia i like this kind of ppl more fun unlike typical A level students only know how to eat books only lols. somemore keep saying ownself ugly when look cute,really. think will treat me drink pokka green tea liao hahas, sure lose the bet de. somemore wan me treat sakae sushi sia. i can treat but not for the bet lols. enjoyed talking with this person sia lols. hope can talk even more hahas and see this person soon.lols

and sianed sia my face left side alot of pimple le. since come army keep applying camo cream so that we look like grass and tree in the jungle, apply til my face becoming so bad le. haix. like that how to go out see ppl sia. sad-ed wor. neeed to ask some pro how to maintain my face and not let it go bad sia.haix. mood spoiler sianed.

hello~

2007-10-13T00:25:00.000-07:00

changed back to use blogspot again. time to have a new start again hahas.