junwei;jensen.20.male.single.bunny.tnps.tms.tpjc.army.nus. 310587.gemini.studentleader.

wishes:more tees.new sony ericsson phone.new belt.adidas basketball shoes.fossil watch.white ipod.manutd jersey. new jeans.new bermudas.num singlet.e girl who loves me (:

like;soccer,basketball,cycling,gym,eating,drinking,sleeping,manutd, talk on phone,msn,companionship. dislike;alone,hypocrite,liars,no freedom,heartbroken.

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went for hols to tw and hk with dar.. had a great time there and there were moments that were sweet in my opinion la..but there i discovered something wrong with my health.

nvr mind abt all these..

why must quarrels happen..why cant ppl be contented with wad they have..why to others have to interfere in wad we do..why..i know my faults..but how to blame her when she dont think she's wrong even a bit..i dunno why sometimes i feel i'm her sandbag everytime things goes wrong in her family side..and i dunno wad i'm treated like also..

me i only know i love her alot..and wish alot of things i did i wish i nvr did..i also wan to give her e best give her wad she like but in e end a quarrel jus can spoil everything i've done..my love for her reached e stage that every step i have to take back means taking my life away..and i know if i ever lose her my world will definately collapse hard taking everything away..i'll lose my mind really..when she reads these she will come back with her own remarks too..more of bad than good..but i just wan to let her know how much i loved her and how much she meant to me..and hopefully she can stop mentioning abt ending things during quarrels..i still can tolerate her but i dunno if my health now allows me to tolerate as much as each quarrel like e one at e airport can make me go faint and pale..and i still got so many things and ppl to answer to..me refusing to see doc cos i wish e thing will go away by itself and not hai my family to spend more on me le..and i dun wan them worry..me check e internet but dunno mine is anemia related to my thalassemia minor ma..and knowing too much scares me too..

anyway i wan to let e whole world know how much i love chua huimin from e min i got together with her..I REALLY LOVED YOU!

and i hope i will be appreciated again and not cold shouldered like now..

and i'm closing down this blog le. due to inactivity..maybe soon i will close it..

and my headaches back..no matter how much of sleep also no use..and e ever aching shoulders..why must something happen to me when my life is just getting started..

junwei. 140608. last entry.



seriously i dunno wads wrong with myself la..feeling very weird these few days.

maybe its going to be end of army, and the need to hurry the registration for uni b4 i miss out this year intake and relationship matters.

army, so far enriching but towards the end too many manpower changes and quality of newcomers really bad. so quite saddening to see how things end la.

registration, going thailand soon, still no release of A level results. need the release so i can register personally haix..just haf to wait. i dun wan waste a year la.

relationship. has it sweet moments, but recently i felt quite emotionally drained out and kinda like lost the soul and my heart somewhere. need some time for myself. not totally my gal fault but its me too. haix.

sometimes alot of things cant say out.



been living well so far and having mostly sweet moments with my gal. just to let u all know.

but haix, really feel e hurt when she said something yesterday. still hurting badly and i dunno wad to do le.. emo-ing again le



had a first quarrel with dardar..hmms just wasnt myself, just din know how to let her know i missed her e whole week..could had been more understanding to her cos she busy, but think went crazy and did stupid things.

dar, this song is meant for u.

chicago- hard to say i'm sorry

"Everybody needs a little time away," I
heard her say, "from each other."
"Even lovers need a holiday far away from each other."
Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to stay.

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.

Couldn't stand to be kept away just
for the day from your body.
Wouldn't wanna be swept away, far away
from the one that I love.
[ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/gl ]
Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to know.
Hold me now.
I really want to tell you I'm sorry.
I could never let you go.

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.

You're gonna be the lucky one.

When we get there gonna jump in the air
No one will see us 'cause there's nobody there
After all, you know we really don't care
Hold on, I'm gonna take you there



yesterday was our first month together so had a little program for e day la..met dar 4.30pm at her block..hide from her la..gave her a bouquet..hahas..den we make our way to vivocity for our dinner date..hmms..scouted the food websites and finally we decided to have dinner at go India. this restaurant is damn nice la, service nice food nice ambience not bad can overlook e sea somemore..but price hahas quite steep for the small amt of food they served..my treat to dardar la..hahas..after that went to shop for present for her fren. she blur la last min den remember..den she treated me to ice-cream and waffles at hagen daz..thanks la e ice cream's nice wor..after that for the last part of program is go sentosa. created a heart shape using candles.but super sian cos wind very big din manage to light up the whole thing la sad..after that we took bus home le lor super long ride, she fell asleep lor..haha..she gave me hugo boss for our first month and a card with a msg inside hahas..me also gave her a note and card with the hair straightener she wanted..hahas..thanks..had a fun day out yesterday too..love you (:

Labels: happy one month~

finally decided to update a little..hahas been too lazy la.

ok finally on leave le but year in army end in a sour note, currently on SOL with book out. latest stun the army can throw at you. sianed. den 141207 leave started. morning guard duty end le went to meet dar first thing in the morning. bought 2 charsiew bun and ice milo for her breakfast. den send her go inter b4 going home. evening met her at her fyp place den went to eat katong laksa with my dar again hahas ate 4$ de hahas..yummy after that went parkway walk walk lor..wanted to get her a new bag but keep no more le sianed..hmmms den we also took some pictures at the xmas tree there la..after that went to the arcade at PP play sweetland..nvr get the jackpot prize la..but manage to at least catch a small pooh bear with lots of sweets and chocos..hahas..after that go home le.. 151207. dar came over my place cos we gonna cook together hahas.this time we cooked pasta lor. i'm e main cook she e assistant lor hahas..not bad la our food hahas..eat til full full de..as usual after eating feel lazy so slack ard again la..lazy and naughty hor hahas. den after that faster rush her fyp proposal la..help her do abit also lor. den at night went out for dinner lor den send her home le.. 161207 sleep til late late lor. hahas lazy la..den dinner with dar dar at hoo kee at aljunied there. had porridge, cos bad throat la. den she ate beef rice HK style. and we ordered 2 plates of dim sum too. after that we went dte see see lor cos nth to do also la. wanted to play sweetlang again but dte de so many ppl so we decided chalet den go play hahas. so after that send dar home le. 171207. wanted to go prawning with dardar. but stupid weather rain again we waited for quite a while but e rain nvr stop so cant go le. den me wait for her change le den go back my house change my clothes den go out shop for xmas presents hahas. went to orchard area shop shop lor. we bought e presents needed for my chalet de. den after that was shopping at takashimaya lor. had our dinner there. ate at omu rice. was delicious hahas. after that went to far east plaza shop shop see got nice clothes for dardar to see and buy ma. den after that cos tmr i chalet need go home pack stuff le den we took bus home le. took 518 home. den send dardar home first lor.. den me go home le. 181207. yeah 10 brother gang de chalet hahas. me 2 pm went down costa sands find them le put my bag down first den we go katong sing k box lor. lan-ed b4 singing k box. me nvr sing la cos throat pain and not very high yet cant sing hahas. den in between went parkway shop for dardar e 1st month pressie lor. watson sold out. best denki dun haf. lucky harvey norman have i see le faster buy le. after that went back k box again. katong shopping center got a very nice handmade banana pie shop very nice hot hot de. one small slice 2$ le hahas. after k box finish we went geylang! not do stupid stuff la but is go for our dinner la.. ate at lor 9 de beef horfun stall very nice beef and sauce but horfun sianed. after that went for tau huay and yew tiao lor. hahas wa eat alot fat le. den after that took taxi back coasta sands. 10 bucks la zzz. bought soft drinks for our alcohol. hmm den at night after bath le slack ard drink abit den go slp. cant really slp la. light slp for a few hours nia. den tmd all wake me up go for breakfast. 191207 first thing morning went for breakfast at BK hahas. ate the BK big omelette set meal. after that walked back chalet lor. den slack awhile den go play bball at pasir ris park..long walk. played awhile den buy drinks and walked back lor. halfway rain. me, sy, boon and wk ran back chalet la. in slippers zzz. den bathed le go fetch my dardar at dte first. den we walk ard dte den play sweetland. we got jackpot la..we see see which machine best to get jp de la. hahas. white mickey mouse tio jackpot le so we changed machine lor. den yeah finally we got jackpot la hahas. my dardar super funny she so stoned when we hit jp la. actually i thought we need change money play til finish de n jp de. but wa hit jp le hahas.so so happy la. den dardar got this white bear bear also very nice de.. as usual i took e sweet and tibits. den they call me buy mahjong paper la. den we buy le den go back le. this chalet i nvr bbq much lor usually i got bbq de but my dardar ard. and my frens ask me go pei her hahas. so thanks ah let u guys bbq while i eat hahas.den i took e food for my dardar eat lor..let her drink e coffee liqour that wl bought. nice la. hahas. eat quite alot for this bbq. after that xchange xmas pressie. my dardar got the thing i bought. lols. i got the thing wl bought its a tee. hahas. den after that i send my dardar home le. hahas. came back eat more lols getting fatter la. den drink more drink finish e vodka i bought. den watched american pie 6 den wa really tired went up sleep le sleep til check out la..went for breakfast at dte. after that all go separate ways le. den me went home use com awhile. dunno why emo sia. den log off le went nap. den dardar tell me she not going out with her frens le but need get a present so pei her go bugis shop but b4 that ask her come over my place eat dinner she ate very little lor curry ma. ate so little..zzz den went bugis shop shop den she got her present le. den after that she say wan eat cos hungry ma..den i very bad la this dun let her eat that dun let her eat i know make her sianed le. end up during e train ride back she know wad she wan to eat le. lagoon de satay beehoon so at bedok she still thinking wan go i just drag her out den go take cab to lagoon lor. paid e ride there. den makan at lagoon she ordered and we shared abit.. den me ordered dessert and shared abit..den we stroll along the beach lor..den reach breakwater hugged there for a moment den go towards mac there take cab home le cos too late le. hahas. split e cost for e ride home. den after that me walked home from her place. today no program de. but dinner i asked her join my family eat too hahas. my parents say ask her come if i wan haha lols. den ok lor bring her along too. ate at the jap restaurant at tampines stadium lor. nice food. eat alot again die le going get fat soon la.hahas. after that my family went back we shop at tm awhile den wait for her fren pass her thing . after that we went ntuc shop for tmr lunch lor hahas. den hmm after that send her home le cos she tired ba. hahas. den me went home too. bath le waited awhile to use com. den blog le. finally blog finish lols blog for 1 hr plus zzz. ciao~

Labels: happy times with my dardar. (:

hmms, finally another week is over la..boring week went for re navex pass it le. but who cares too..lols..talk abt last sun first.. met dardar ard 5 plus den we go bugis for dinner..ate at the soup spoon..wa the food damn nice leh hahas..and 1 set meal include soup, sandwich and drink..nice nice la..and below 10 each hahas..eat le very happy lols..after that went bugis shop shop ard lor..bugis st cant shop with my big bag lols..so spend very little time there..mostly shop at bugis junction..shop shop ard la..den we bought a set of couple tee from newbie la hahas..but mine must do transfer so friday den get la..dardar also wan buy a long sleeve formal shirt for me, but i say next time..hahas..den very sian la..so fast haf to part and go off le..so sad..and stupid la got one uncle disturb our private moment together b4 we go off from bugis lols..den after that went back camp le..really cant bear to let my gal gal go la..sad..den 5 days pass its fri le..hahas..we met after her work and after my book out..went bugis lor cos need collect my tee..so we ate at the yu kee duck rice across bugis junction la..me ate duck rice,dardar ate duck kway teow soup..hahas..me saw mono 8 and 9 la they going to eat at some special place in bugis hahas..den after that we go into bugis junction, look at some hamsters first lols..after that she wan go bossini see got things buy ma..hmm end up she bought me a tee la..thanks dardar..hahas..after that we go walk walk and see see den finally go collect my newbie tee le..also shop at BHG, den saw one black berms nice de she wan buy la lols..hmms..after that before going home bought some snack and drink first..after that we took 12 home den change 293 to her house..sat she came over my house to do her report and help her do la..hahas..me bought her pork chop mee from my house for her lunch cos she say very long nvr eat le ma so buy le..after that supposed to do report de but dardar feeling lazy la so we slack ard til 3 plus den do la..from 15 mins become near 2 hr of slacking hahas..lols..too naughty le ba we hehehes. den faster do her report lor..sian do till to late cant go prawning le..so we went cityhall me actually wan buy donuts de but haha nvr mind le dun buy..so end up we shop at marina sq..cos got midnight shopping hahas..den we bought the same slippers (: after that dardar tired le wan go home but we lazy take train la so waited for cab so long la..hijacked other ppl's cab haha oops..den send her home den i walk home le..hahahas..sunday me see doc cos abit not feeling well..den after that met her ard 3 plus lor..den we go tm shop shop for her new phone..hahas..finally she get new phone le..after persuading her mum take her old line so she can sign singtel and get her bronze de w910i la..they say de walkman logo is real gold ah lols..so good i also wan hahas..also help her bargain for the starhub 100$ voucher lor..den bring her home for dinner cos mum wan me eat home la..zzz so ask dardar wan come over eat ma..hahas..remembered forget to buy big envelop la..rush to 201 find lucky haf den can put her report and submit le hahas..den eat our dinner lor..den slack awhile den 9 plus send her home le..den we msn awhile lor..den i chase her go slp la dun play with her phone le cos very late le she slept at 1am..zzz where got enuff slp for sch hahas..

hmms, hopefully i've been a good dear so far la. cos its my first time being one, sure alot of things still blur and dunno de..

Labels: my dardar huimin (: